AIR DANCING
air dancing
By Valentina Sierra
the sun is setting by the stone
i’m still alive and your shadow is my own
promise fades away like the sacred feast
that i begged to carry up the hill
the days pass by; i’m in retrograde
there’s an open tomb where the passage fades
and the strings of fate carry down the line
and i run by them so they don’t part
i’ll do this for the red sun rising
saturn shines and it's colliding
interwoven, locked inside the frigid of my spirit
the stars shine like a branding
tugging at my heartstrings for the grieving
tell me what i am if not living
the profit sprouts from your grave
the envy widows the window past its wake
and the wife walks back to the ill-feel glee
she finds lost in the cemetery
the flower grows on frozen rock
there’s a bruise down at the cobblestone
shades of gray tint glasses when they wilt
vintage remedy to my foreign tryst
tell me how to match the stillness in your breath
it’s the hanging gardens where you’re set
the sky glares at me and its silent
my anger is petulant when breath breaks beneath
the memory laughs, waned by the weight
i blame the corpse by my bed for the break away
the widow shines through my spirit
there’s no tale in a live woman breathing
it’s incandescent, the light when it bristles
and i can’t help but blame
the death for the misery
and i can’t help but scream
when i lose you too in the sheets
and i can’t help but think
the house is warmer
but there’s no one to blame
with your absence
i'll fill in the gaps of your silence
dancing with you under grocery light
telling myself that i should blame circumstance
remember you when i’m crying
but the wound lays upon like your scent in my bones
and the grave feels like it has space for us both