this gravitational pull…
this gravitational pull isn’t strong enough to hold things together
By Natasha Deonarain
velocities slowed, we gather here despite the perihelion—
rent from our mirrored worlds by a celestial orb that’s 99.86%
of our entire mass, two spheres crowded
into a single room on the fourth floor of a wing in L&D and her,
the third not yet split and a father who passed by six months ago,
supine in blue waffle sheets, frog-legged under overhead lights
in this strange, stark new world with its wood-framed window
and waist high metal blanket box on wheels tucked to the side
and then the rend that produces the softest pink satellite bounced into
nobody’s arms, walnut eyes unseeingly wide,
already beckoning that we stay, shock of slicked black hair so thick
she’s an enigma to the ladies-in-wait and
on the window sill a single white dove that,
for one awed moment perched otherworldly still—
then quietly spread her wings and slipped into the day as we
our velocities already picking up speed slingshot into disparate
trajectories towards the aphelion never to be in alignment
again